Friday, August 17, 2007

Lonely rainy days

Great! just great! No classes today due to that storm,and now I'm dumped with school work and Nursing Care Plans to be submitted tomorrow. Plus I have my Case Presenation and Drug Study tomorrow too!!! I need my groupmates to finish their part, and now i dunno what to do. *grumbles*

To add up my misery for today, I didn't get half my allowance. I desparately need money for my costume for the upcoming Hero Event, and now I'm lacking 500 bucks!. How I wish there will be class tomorrow again.

Coz of this storm, I missed 2 duty days to the hospital at NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit). I miss my lil baby boy client already. During my hospital duties, I've decided an area to focus my skills, and that would be NICU. I just love the babies, I love the way I carry them and cuddle them, then feed them and bathe them. They can be noisy and annoying sometimes, but they're irresistably cute! Don't you agree?


Well, as a student nurse, I know that there are a lot of things I should know first before deciding on what to be exactly. I know that neonates and pedias are hard to take care of, coz they can't easily say if there is something wrong with them. They can't tell you immediately that they're hurting of there is something wrong. That's why, I have to work harder, strive and survive.

I guess, I have a weakness when it comes to emotional parts. You can say that I have low Mental Endurance, and all i can do is hide it behind a mask. Sometimes, being strong is where you'll be more vulnerable. Well, nobody is perfect, and I'm sure for a fact that I'm not perfect. That's why I have friends and family for support.

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